5am.
That's how early.
Enjoying the Lord Jesus.
I think I come on to blogger and complain about things for two reasons: one; to prove that I'm a person with conflict and two, to hide the good things inside of me and never let them out. To save and savor them, keep them a secret between me and Jesus, when it turns out I'm not helping other people.
Witness Lee always says we are great lovers of God until it comes to other people. Then we get exposed. I am exposed in my writing because there are other people involved other than just me. I really appreciate the dealings of conscience that I get. There's not just my conflict: there's other people and their conflicts.
I just have to sacrifice what I don't want to sacrifice if I want to keep writing this blog, and I really do. Before, in 2005, I had no readers, so it didn't matter, but the Lord has actually blessed me with readers, so I must consider their thoughts and intentions.
I wanted to share that with you because I care about ya'll and I want you to know I'm thinking about you when I write. So I shall write on, and on shall I write!
Enjoying the Lord Jesus.
I think I come on to blogger and complain about things for two reasons: one; to prove that I'm a person with conflict and two, to hide the good things inside of me and never let them out. To save and savor them, keep them a secret between me and Jesus, when it turns out I'm not helping other people.
Witness Lee always says we are great lovers of God until it comes to other people. Then we get exposed. I am exposed in my writing because there are other people involved other than just me. I really appreciate the dealings of conscience that I get. There's not just my conflict: there's other people and their conflicts.
I just have to sacrifice what I don't want to sacrifice if I want to keep writing this blog, and I really do. Before, in 2005, I had no readers, so it didn't matter, but the Lord has actually blessed me with readers, so I must consider their thoughts and intentions.
I wanted to share that with you because I care about ya'll and I want you to know I'm thinking about you when I write. So I shall write on, and on shall I write!
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