So I crazily decide not to go to school and so I forgo getting a job on campus. Later, I thought how stupid this seems, after re-registering to finish in May. But I realize now that I couldn't have gone to school and have had a job at the same time. Even with four classes, I would be so stressed out. I still think that losing it was bad juju on the part of the social security administration, of which I am a patron. But that juju can be overcome in the right circumstances.
So now I have these two jobs. One from Guru.com and one from Upwork.com. They are different. one is for a client in Pakistan and another is from a client in California. Different as night and day. The client in Pakistan, Mike, is a little tough love, while the client from Cali, Alex, is cool as a cucumber.
Mike had me write a sample article for him and is waiting for me to create more articles for him, about 2-3 per week. I actually believe I can do this. But I am worried that I can't. We will just see. I am not a writing machine. Alex has me making a marijuana delivery service business plan. I've covered the marketing section in part. I'm really stressing about it, because every time I think about writing or working on it. I feel half empty and tightness in my body (stress). This means that I can't work on the project. I set out an ad at Guru.com for someone to help me for ten dollars less than what I'm getting so I can turn a profit. I'm really concerned about project. Will I get anyone to help me? Will I fail? Maybe. I really hope not.
I'm taking a songwriting course online. It's geared toward the emotion and thought of building the lyrics than actual music. But maybe I'd be able to better write a song when it's done. It's nice.
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