I just had an interview with The Office of Student Accounts. It was a call center position. The whole time I felt I wouldn't get it, but I think that was a balance to my eternal optimism. I hope I get it, but at the same time, I'd like to have some down time to my schedule. Six classes, my friend, six classes.
a week later....
Turns out I didn't get the interview. They must have thought my background check spotless, worthless, meaningless. I don't know why people do what they do. I consider this a personal tragedy. I love that I actually got three interviews, with three different jobs on campus.
I'm kind of thinking I may just want to quit school and get a full time job here in Arlington. So I put a challenge to myself. 6 weeks to try to get a full-time job here in Arlington, and if not I'll just go to school as planned. I am so unmotivated to search for a job. It is draining like a sinus infection after some antibiotics. It's stressful and complicated. I lack serious people skills. I feel like a dry gingerbread cookie, crumbly and stretched.
I'm trying to work up the courage. But I feel drained from a all night selffocused job searching frenzy. I was looking up jobs I wanted regardless of location. It was really enlightening and a great experience overall. I took it too far though. I lost my essential energy.
Hard to get started from that.
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