The End?

Is this the end of my job search for a while?  I'll be too busy for work during school.  But I'll still be sending out feelers to see what I'm going to do after graduation.  If I don't fail Calculus II. 

It's really about what the hell am I going to do with the rest of the break now that I don't have to find a job!   5 weeks. 

1.  Rest and Recuperate.  Any problems, take care of them.
2.  Books, Career Center, Tutoring, etc. in January.
3. Maybe I should volunteer at the animal shelter or the library. 

I'm really bored with everything.  I miss people I can't get in touch with, cause it'd be awkward.  I mean do you ever just want a whole room full of your exes so you could get to know them more?  And besides  you still love them. 

Anys. 
Just bored and lonely and aimless. Tired.  Went to bed at the wrong time, and got up all cranky. 

Does anybody reading this want or need anything?  I have 5 weeks.  I'll do my best to get it to you, anyway, anyhow.  We can start a crowd funder.  

I keep thinking I want to build this birdhouse for my neighbor, but my mom would have to drive me to the hardware store and trying to get through her is like slashing through a jungle of red tape.  I'd have to explain what I'm doing.  And to my mom it doesn't make sense to build something for someone who's not related to just to be nice.  "Why is this person so important to you?  Why do you need to build her a birdhouse...you don't know her that well."  Her condescending tone is lost in translation.  She would like it.  That's why and I want to talk to her.  That's why. 

Urgh.  I shouldn't complain about my mom.  I know she's probably suffering things we can't understand.

So what is this "relax" you speak about.  I feel like I'm ready to take on the world. 

I have to inform social security and DARS.